The writer shares his views about taking it slow, starting from a place of strength and how writing is like a puzzle.
“RIGHT IS CREATING THE SHADOW-IMAGE THAT RESEMBLES REAL LIFE BUT A DIFFERENT VERSION OF IT I GUESS, MORE THOUGHTFUL AND POETIC IN ITS ELABORATION. SUSPENSION OF DISBELIEF BUT STILL PLAUSIBLE”
—Andrew Tonkovich
Andrew: I THINK WOODY ALLEN SAID HIS MIND WAS HIS SECOND FAVORITE ORGAN. SO, FRIEND I GUESS. BUT IF YOU ARE ASKING ABOUT THE INSTINCTUAL AND SPONTANEOUS I GUESS MAYBE OVERTHINKING MIGHT GET IN THE WAY. I HEAR VOICES, FOR INSTANCE. THAT SOUNDS LIKE MAYBE MY MIND’S EAR. I THINK MUCH OF WRITING, COMPOSING, IS A PUZZLE. I WISH I WERE ONE OF THOSE WRITERS WHO HEARS, UNDERSTANDS, REALIZES THE STORY AND THEN WRITES IT DOWN, A DRAFT. NOT ME.
The Writer’s Journey: Ira Glass, host of This American Life, said something about stories a long time ago: “Keep following the thread where instinct takes you. Force yourself to wait things out.” Is this how you write?
Andrew: HEY, I AM GLAD I USED THE WORD “INSTINCT” TOO, LIKE IRA. I DON’T HAVE TIME TO WAIT, BUT THEN AGAIN I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO WRITE. BOO HOO, RIGHT? EVERYBODY COMPLAINS ABOUT THAT, I KNOW. ABOUT FORCING, YES, TO SIT DOWN AND WRITE AND STRUGGLE WITH THE PUZZLE. STARTING IS REALLY IMPORTANT I FIND. FOR ME THE THREAD PART IS JUST BEING ABLE TO HOLD ONTO IT AT ALL. AND I GIVE UP QUITE A LOT. AND THEN START AGAIN.
The Writer’s Journey: The child development writer Joseph Chilton Pearce said: “To live a creative life, we must lose our fear of being wrong.” When you write are there “rights” and “wrongs” for you? What’s that like?
Andrew: FUNNY YOU SHOULD ASK SINCE I GOT A FEW REJECTIONS THIS WEEK. SO SOMEBODY THOUGHT I WAS WRONG, MAYBE. WRONGS ARE WHAT’S TOO EASY AND CUTE AND DERIVATIVE, WHICH I ALMOST ALWAYS RECOGNIZE IMMEDIATELY.
The Writer’s Journey: How has editing the Santa Monica Review changed your own writing?
The Writer’s Journey: Does your creative process come from a place of something that scares you or from a familiar place of strength?
Andrew lives in southern California with his wife, the writer Lisa Alvarez and their son Louis. In the summer, however, you’ll find him at the Community of Writers at Squaw Valley where he is a staff member. Visit Andrew’s radio blog at: http://bibliocracyradio.blogspot.com/. Visit the Community of Writers at http://www.squawvalleywriters.org/ . Visit the Santa Monica Review at http://www.smc.edu/sm_review/.
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